I always wanted someone who care, really care not those that fake it but really from their bottom of their heart. Friends? Hardly there is. But I'm fortunate to born in a warmth family that I really feel thy love. I ♥ my family.
Have you guys tried this?? Toast box ' Traditional kaya toast ! ' It's damn nice ^^ But, This is made by me ! My breakfast today , & I'm like in love with it ^^ I hope I can have this like almost everyday ~ LAUGHS, no lah , kaya eat alot later fat howww? Hehes ^^ dearYOU, I miss you alot, literally miss. Nono, not miss. I really dunno what kind of feeling is this, I only know , I failed to cherish you. Seriously. I'm stupid. Really. No one exactly know how this feel. I dare not share everything, even if I do, you'll just nod nod head & give some comment, so why bother saying. It doesn't help anyway.
Jealous? Why? No, maybe not. Still like you? No, i guess not. What is it? I guess I just want to be friend, be your friend. Be a friend that you'll care & text & hang out with. But, this will never happen. Never again. I know I have a sad life. Really. Messedup life with the wrong guy I chose. Sometimes, life's making me give up. Fail-ed studies , Fail-ed relationship , Fail-ed friendship. Fail-ed of everything & anything . Why.
You know how hard it is to force a smile & to stay happy, but what's else can we do besides pretending that we're really happy.
Life for me , from now till N's is like coping myself at home with four walls studying, No meeting up & stuffs . ): ): ): ): ):
Saturday, July 16, 2011, 7:15 PM
